Saturday, July 31, 2010

Black★Rock Shooter

I haven't paid much attention to anime for about two years but I had to stick my nose back in it after all the hype(figure.fm feed was going ape-shit) surrounding Black Rock Shooter's debut OVA.

INTRO
FRIENDSHIP
DEAD MASTER
BONDING

COMING UNDONE/YUU
NO SIGNAL
USELESS CHAINS
Black★Rock Shooter




Rating: ★★★★★

Amazingly put together OVA (cliff hanger/unanswered questions) to be the precursor for a series to follow.


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//THOUGHT OF THIS SONG WHILE WATCHING//

Unleash the armageddon
So all the children go to heaven
I sit by quiet still with their pictures on my eyes
You'll draw the guns you're given
Write down the words as written
And never disturb the presence of resurrection crutch
And it's about time
It's about drawing near
Blue skies bring tears
Blue skies bring tears
Descend the darkened stairways
Make hate with plastic playmates
And fire out remaining traces of your self esteem
Mainline the deepest secrets
Lick clean the dirty fingers
I am a stranger to you as you are to yourself
And it's about time
It's about fear
Blue skies bring tears
Don't you want me
As I awake the city sigh
We'll watch the seasons die
Blue skies bring tears
Take me inside your body
Cover me with your soul
To the darkest recess
Is where I wish to go
You are the sweetest flower
That I have ever devoured
I ask for nothing given
For nothing in return
Blue skies bring tears

Monday, July 26, 2010

A stroll down memory lane.... / No refunds!

"So glad to see you well..."

Can't remember the last time I was out past 1AM on a school(work) night. I don't see how others get away with this type of lifestyle(behavior). Simply not for me.

Last week I ran into my old friend, Erik. God, how long had it been. He invited me to this poetry reading pit yesterday. Anything for a friend. If you can't support your friends, what good are you. Plus he said to me, "If you don't go, I'm going to think you're kind of a dick." Sure, no pressure. Classic Erik.

I met up with him at the liquor store he's been working at which is right across the street from Prospero's Books. He is a superb artist. Though he told me he gave it up. "I had been trying to perfect this one piece for months and when I was satisfied I had achieved what I wanted, I saw no need to continue."

He does dabble though when necessary. Here is something he did after binging on old X-FILES episodes. :


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I'm horrible taking pics so I just recorded video of his reading. He brought only one poem: A Nazi Armband Appears in the Laundromat.

I verse somewhere in the middle.

//Gather around it ceremoniously to thrust our hatred, to spit and jeer and throw rocks, or summon it like a demon when it suites a beating, or a fund raiser.//

The event went on for about three hours. Some real good shit was read that actually held my attention. Prospero's Books is somewhat known. It burned books in protest and held the world's longest poetry reading, going 120 hours straight.



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He told me some inspiration for the poem came after reflecting on his trip he took with his parents to Europe. They went to Poland soon after Auschwitz was turned into a museum. Also after watching the documentary, Defamation.


//Never bothering to mention our concern to the museum curator as to, why he keeps such a dangerous animal where he knows children will see and be scared.//

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Highlight was going to my first gay bar, Missie B's. Man it was straight Sodom and Gomorrah with a disco ball. I had a good time though. Drag show going on downstairs and upstairs on the dance floor, motherfucking Telephone was playing on the big screen. I almost lost it at that point, it was too surreal.

Did some Nine Inch Nails' Pretty Hate Machine karaoke with some people we met that somehow morphed into The Doors, The Supremes then Creedence Clearwater Revival. After 1AM, I gently excused myself around all these shirtless men and parted company. Hope to meet up with him before he disappears to Montreal in a couple of weeks. Said he wanted to put those French classes he took to good use.

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I bought a slew of new composition books and was going through some of my old journals and found some of my entries gearing up for the Inward Scream07 and the Deftones tour. Shit brings me back.


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Geographically challenged.


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Weapon? lol!


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Shit was commando when all I had was my MapQuest directions and a prayer. Now your phone practically does the driving for you. Oh yeah, want to pray to your God now....there's an app for that.


KILL THE CANCER!

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It's second nature to say,
Hey hey hey, we've done nothing but -
Nothing but take what's handed down
Said nothing but words approved to shout
We wanna know that we own the cake we're eating
Spit it out! Out, out...
-nothing wrong, JEW

Saturday, July 24, 2010

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!

US Tour - Show Cancellations
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It is with a heavy heart that we must announce the cancellation of the Houston, Dallas, and Atlanta shows for this year's US tour. Various unforseen complications have arisen, and although the band wants nothing more than to go to all locations as originally planned, it simply won't be possible this time.

We understand the disappointment many of you must be feeling, and all we can do is ask for your forgiveness and understanding. If nothing else, please don't blame the members of D'espairsRay as they had nothing to do with this turn of events and are just as disappointed as the fans in Texas and Atlanta.

Creating a tour of this scale often depends a lot on the performance of the previous year's tour. Since we didn't go to the US in 2009, we have had to start from scratch with organizing this year's concerts. We hope to have a successful, yet somewhat small tour this year, and if all goes well we should be able to organize a much bigger and better US tour next year.

Again, we apologize from the bottom of our hearts and ask that you don't lose faith in us. The members and staff of D'espairsRay look forward to the day when we can meet you all!

Sincerely,

The members and staff of D'espairsRay
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OVER SATURATION OF THE MARKET!!

WHY AM I AWAKE!





Friday, July 23, 2010

IT'S THE WEEKEND!

I've nothing to lose
(Love me till the end)
Except your heart



Lily was being camera shy, but DS is our little fame whore.
Digging the blanket Maria had made using images of different Sailor Moon trading cards.



Been recently having some off-the-wall dreams.
Culprits?
Corrupt conscience? or conscious?? or is it consciousness??? Damn you, English!


My vision of deep grey...
You vision of deep grey...
All vision of deep grey...
Crime of the scene...



I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love
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Monday, July 19, 2010

The mindset of a killer





Looked forward to playing Alien Swarm. An over-the-head, dungeon crawler/X-men Legends, human vs. bugs co-op game, but this is all I keep getting. Guess this is what you get when you offer something for free. I still love Valve. Best gaming company hands down.

Just keep on rollin' baby.
You know what time it is...

*slap* someone stop me.

I mean I'll just keep trying. Is it time for dinner?

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Got approval for the time off I needed for the Dir en grey dates so I'm more at ease with that. Also today the blackdiamondskye tour announced a Kansas City date. Bought that shit quick.

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Don't care if it was a 7+ hour trilogy. Enjoyed the hell outta it.

Goo-Ta-Lala, Soo-Da-Lala

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Saturday, July 10, 2010

silk screen those roses.




BETA TESTING



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They have a baby on the way. Do it for the kids.

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DARLING


Damn, did it just get gay in here...or is just me?

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

DOUBLE RAINBOW! WHAT DOES IT MEAN?!

....only God knows sir.

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I had to pick up the latest issue of Rolling Stone. An article inside these pages took down the commanding general of U.S. operations in Afghanistan. I hope the writer can sleep well at night knowing that a special forces trained member is on the loose.

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There's actually a public discussion going on today debating whether or not to continue 98.9's Rockfest at the Liberty Memorial. It's one day out of 365, yeah it rained and the grass was destroyed but the station paid for all damages and repairs. Call me crazy, but I think grass grows back. Whatever, it's a gorgeous location but I say take away the money from the city for pulling out the DoucheCard on this lame situation. Look what happened after Freaker's Ball back in 2003.

Freaker's Ball went from being held at a racing speedway to a baseball stadium and last year to the Midland. Killed the event. Either that or just shitty bands. Your call.


USE YOUR FIST AND NOT YOUR MOUTH: Great show and also a great time in Manson's career.


Song that would later in the year break the camel's back. That or the barricade.




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Got my hands on the TV movie for Stephen King's The Tommyknockers. Been trying to track this baby down for years after reading the book. Always wanted to see how meth'd out the residents of Haven would look like.


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Learned that Maria is afraid of the actor portraying Gard. She claims he played a pedophile in one of his movies. Being disputed.

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Revenge of the Nerds? Hard not to make this "noise" every time Lewis Skolnick entered for a scene.


Revenge of the Nerds Soundbite sound bite




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I just love digg.com ..........and Auto Tune.