That voice of yours may praise me now, But one day it will come to curse me too

*starting up GnR's November Rain*

I have that amazing deva vu feeling right now. Last year as soon as I bought everything for Vegas, both Kaya and Dir en grey announced their plans to come to America. Luckily I had some good time to gather money and make all three events a reality. Now here's 2009 and Kaya is making a miraculous return to America in November again and I take care of that whole situation and I am thinking I'm on easy street. Me being a naive boy has Dir en grey completely out of my mind. "Oh, to hell with them, no way they'll tour America this year." Then came that nonsense about a Brazilian festival show. Little weird......then came the Ticketmaster Houston fiasco which was about a week before the Brazil date. I was so confused. How the hell were they going to be in the southern US then hopscotch to Brazil. Serously I was thinking it was an error like that crazy Ticketmaster fuckup sometime early last year. I was all wrong(nothing new there) and now here they come again. Actually I believe they've done right for themselves by limiting their stops and sticking around where the money is good i.e. NYC, LA. I would have donated my right testicle to be able to see them in NY, but goddamn JAY-Z has closed that door for me.

TOUR09 ALL VISIBLE THINGS N.AMERICA[BETA] / S.AMERICA / N.AMERICA

Nov 2 2009 7:00P	Warehouse Live	Houston, Texas
Nov 3 2009 7:00P	Trees	Dallas, Texas
Nov 8 2009 1:00P	Chácara do Jockey	São Paulo, São Paulo
Nov 11 2009 7:00P	The Blender Theatre at Gramercy [NIGHT 1]	New York City, New York
Nov 13 2009 7:00P	The Blender Theatre at Gramercy [NIGHT 2]	New York City, New York
Nov 14 2009 7:00P	The Blender Theatre at Gramercy [NIGHT 3]	New York City, New York
Nov 16 2009 6:00P	The Metro	Chicago, Illinois
Nov 18 2009 7:00P	The Gothic Theatre	Englewood, Colorado
Nov 20 2009 8:00P	House of Blues (Sunset Strip) [NIGHT 1]	West Hollywood, California
Nov 22 2009 7:00P	House of Blues (Sunset Strip) [NIGHT 2]	West Hollywood, California
Nov 23 2009 7:00P	The Fillmore	San Francisco, California

[>Right here I was going to insert some funny Kanye West gag about how Miyavi was having one of the best world tours ever but I just saw the numerous American shows prematurely announced has been reduced to just three. Ouch!<]

I could only do the beta dates. Still don't see what's so exciting about Texas to be honest with you. One of the venues also has some age restriction which is making some of the young all up in arms on Twitter. These shows could totally be shaved off their tour, so a little uneasy about my decision to go this route. Chicago and Denver were just too insane and LA isn't happening because I'll be trying to hump Kaya's leg that weekend. Just hope he doesn't pull a Reznor. Would be crushed.

All in all this is going to be great, so says the oddly colored daises. Be on the lookout for Red, she's going to all (-Br) the shows!!

¡Piñatas!

Catering to the growing Mexican population and the human desire to beat shit apart and expect something sweet to happen, our store is now selling these B-movie pinatas.


Hello Alley Cat

Boy who needs Bath

Donde está mis manos y pantalones Bear

...and my personal favorite, Raiden!

I just want something I can never have

Photo albums and a youtube playlist of videos from the weekend trip to Los Angeles to watch NIN play at the Wiltern that never came to fruition. The show was rescheduled due to an illness that struck Trent Reznor a few days prior to the slated September 5th date. Though I was plagued by a furious anger I kept bottled upped for a week, I have let that shit go.

NINE INCH NAILS: LIVE

1989-2009

L.A.'s going to eat you alive!! [Day1]

L.A.'s going to eat you alive!! [Day2(+appendage)]

2009-09-04thru05 [LA IS A BUST]through the operator's eyes*

A special thank you needs to extended once again to Alex who rescued both me and Mark from the brink of depression and isolation. Nothing would have been accomplished without your L.A. knowhow.

Somewhat Damaged

So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything

Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete

Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab it dead

Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore

In the back off the side far away is a place where I hide where i
Stay tried to stay tried to ask I needed to all alone by myself where were you?
How could I ever think its funny how everything that swore it wouldnt change is differnet now just like you
Would always say well make it through then my head fell apart
And where were you?
How could I ever think its funny how everything you swore would never change is different now like you said you and me make it through
Didnt quite fall apart
Where the fuck where you?