Box cutter to my wrist? No, just the finger.

Took me a minute or two to realize I never re-installed the printer software after trying several times to print out my travel shit. FUCK IT'S HOT!! I imagine this is what it felt like living at the Gump residence in 'Greenbow, ALA-BAMA!'

*chant*DEATH POINT!DEATH POINT!DEATH POINT!

Been digging Monsters. I was getting into Dope when Mark thought it had an Ice Cube vibe to it.

Don Mega!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA4xLKoYIZQ

This is a dark-fun album, nothing really stands out though....stale? nah, just not fresh...wait?! so maybe it is stale.....I hate to pimp singles, but Love is Dead is hard to hate on.... irresistible love/hate

Human-clad Monster and Abyss are other highlights, plus Ice Cube' Fuck Dying...I mean Dope.

I do though tend to hate on new albums and claim praise for the previous one...took me forever to get into REDEEMER.....that bitch is brutal.

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ANIME: current watchings

IT'S ALL ABOUT THEM 80'S

Occult Academy

Weirds me out because I think she looks like Bart's old girlfriend, Jessica.

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I have never seen a pallet of water go out for catering. Damn, that Monster Ball.

Ozarka, good stuff.

silk screen those roses.

BETA TESTING

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HOW TO DESTROY ANGELS EP OUT!!

They have a baby on the way. Do it for the kids.

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DARLING

Damn, did it just get gay in here...or is just me?

No Koontz, No Evil - Know Koontz, Know Evil...

...or something like that.

Got the D'espairsRay tickets in the mail. Shiny! Also smoothed things out with Boss Man and noticed today that their band's Facebook threatened cuts in the U.S. tour if ticket sales didn't pick up speed. I'd like to see the capacities of these venues.

I'm not afraid of looking ugly

I couldn't care what they say

I'm not afraid of happy endings

I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

I'm not afraid of forgiveness

I'll absolve you everything

I'm not afraid of lying...

But I am afraid of dying

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Was going to submit this to PeopleOfWalmart but it just felt too staged and I think I've seen something similar on there before.

Looks like me when Maria kicks me out of the bedroom except for the muscles on this fellow. Damn he looks fit.

When I am queen I will not wait, my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate, because I hate you, too

When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves, I'll play the part of someone else

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TWILIGHT IS.......

..eh,

Children round the world,
put camel shit on the walls

They're making carpets on treadmills,
or garbage sorting

And it's no game

MY POINT EXACTLY

Test the water...

Amazing, the sky opened up as I walked inside...Good timing. Love those little moments.

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Maybe I can finally get out of this city again come August. Only need to shuffle some vacation weeks around and we'll see. Chicago might be blazing hot but hella worth it or so I tell myself. Also wanna patch some bullshit I left dying(a friendship?) on the floor last year. Too late? Might be.

The dream:

Rent car

Drive to Chicago

See X JAPAN(they play Rusty Nail)

Mend some wounds(maybe over a slice from Lou Malnati's)

See D'espairsRay(they play Tainted World)

Hit up Lou's again

Drive home(without incurring any traffic citations)

The Actuality:

???

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Finally got some eyeglasses from this century and left my decaying specs to rust away until Manson tours again. Some debacle always happens during this period. Ah, to look this good...

MOTIVATION

INSPIRATION

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3:13

The President said "..know whose ass to kick" and Darla Jaye is all up in arms. I love listening to her run her fucking mouth.

every night we are nailed into place and

    every night we just can't seem to     

ever remember the reason why