No Koontz, No Evil - Know Koontz, Know Evil...

...or something like that.

Got the D'espairsRay tickets in the mail. Shiny! Also smoothed things out with Boss Man and noticed today that their band's Facebook threatened cuts in the U.S. tour if ticket sales didn't pick up speed. I'd like to see the capacities of these venues.

I'm not afraid of looking ugly

I couldn't care what they say

I'm not afraid of happy endings

I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

I'm not afraid of forgiveness

I'll absolve you everything

I'm not afraid of lying...

But I am afraid of dying

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Was going to submit this to PeopleOfWalmart but it just felt too staged and I think I've seen something similar on there before.

Looks like me when Maria kicks me out of the bedroom except for the muscles on this fellow. Damn he looks fit.

When I am queen I will not wait, my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate, because I hate you, too

When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves, I'll play the part of someone else

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TWILIGHT IS.......

..eh,

Children round the world,
put camel shit on the walls

They're making carpets on treadmills,
or garbage sorting

And it's no game

MY POINT EXACTLY

Under the Dome / Under the Bridge / So Long, Scarcrow

It began pleasantly enough that Saturday.

Has it's charm.

Then tides turned and flights were delayed, luggage was left for later flights, planes were diverted to other cities. Knew things wouldn't be jolly.

Hours later she arrived and things got...

...weird.

My sister's visit was plagued by downright bad timing and the lack of....time.

[Time waits for no man, and God's fate is all plan]

Maybe the next sibling gathering will be on me. About time I return the favor. Oh yes, the dead of winter in Colorado sounds nice.

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Had to stop by the old place. For almost five years, I lurked this area.

FUCK THAT COUCH!

Then it was onward to a nephew's 1st birthday. Caught in some accident that shut down I-70. Hope everyone was ok, I just liked the fact I had to reverse the ride and drive the opposite way to go on the on-ramp to get off the highway. Rebel.

These kids have it too sweet. Goddamn thing has a freaking water cannon. WHAT?!?!

Back at the casa to watch my favorite JCTV program Virtual Memory. This channel also offers some sick music videos. It was some serious SOULfly shit...get it....huh...no....

:/ I'm not funny.

I was trying to not get cable or satellite but after I received a cease and desist email from Road Runner I am seriously thinking of going back to U-verse. Had it at the old place. I'll have to talk to my lawyers about it though.

Que sere, que sere.

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THE STUDY

Every home should have a little Dali in it.

I like to spin my SIN vinyl and drink fruit punch from a plastic wine glass. Then I stare into Charles' eyes and count back from 10.

"You say you're hungry, I give you meat."

Can't see it but I finally finished King's Under the Dome. I bought it back in November last year, then read half of it's 1000 pages by December. I let it collect dust until last Thursday. I finished it Saturday night. What a ride. Goddamn kid aliens. Oops, did I give it away.

"Speak....I don't get it."

I'm planning for closure
With guilt and remorse
You long for moments
When love was a source..
And if you're not happy
Why do you stay..
Treacherous answers part lips and you'd say...

Test the water...

Amazing, the sky opened up as I walked inside...Good timing. Love those little moments.

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Maybe I can finally get out of this city again come August. Only need to shuffle some vacation weeks around and we'll see. Chicago might be blazing hot but hella worth it or so I tell myself. Also wanna patch some bullshit I left dying(a friendship?) on the floor last year. Too late? Might be.

The dream:

Rent car

Drive to Chicago

See X JAPAN(they play Rusty Nail)

Mend some wounds(maybe over a slice from Lou Malnati's)

See D'espairsRay(they play Tainted World)

Hit up Lou's again

Drive home(without incurring any traffic citations)

The Actuality:

???

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Finally got some eyeglasses from this century and left my decaying specs to rust away until Manson tours again. Some debacle always happens during this period. Ah, to look this good...

MOTIVATION

INSPIRATION

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3:13

The President said "..know whose ass to kick" and Darla Jaye is all up in arms. I love listening to her run her fucking mouth.

every night we are nailed into place and

    every night we just can't seem to     

ever remember the reason why